I can sense her presence.Together we went downstairs and I saw Russ say the hardest, most awful words any father might ever have to say to his child.I remember Michael taking Charlie and Gabriel to a window saying: “Every time you feel the warmth of the sun on your face, Mummy is with you.”He told them on the way up Mummy was going to find it really hard to pull through this, then brought them to her room.Then, in August 2004, I received a letter, written on jotter paper, that was life-changing.As ­incredible as this seems to me now, although she was dying, an extraordinary smile had spread across Caron’s lips.This extraordinary and profound letter knocked me back on my heels.It was a beautiful day, filled with shafts of amber sunlight."With much love, God bless, Ann.” Russ Lindsay drove Caron through the night from a Swiss clinic to her mum Gloria Hunniford's home in Kent - a 10-hour journey he …

Stop it! Now, 13 years down the line, it represents the positivity in my life, and it really is my healing.I WAS visiting London from our home in Northern Ireland when Caron was born five weeks premature. CARON KEATING'S husband has spoken for the first time of their emotional last hours before she lost her battle with breast cancer. After undergoing various conventional and alternative treatments, and spending a period away from her family on the Gold Coast, Australia, and at a hospice in Switzerland, she died at the age of 41, on 13 April 2004, at her mother's house in Sevenoaks, Kent. We were alone in a strange city, without my family or husband, and so were locked into each other from the start.We all looked at each other in terror. Keating was diagnosed with breast cancer in 1997. I saw my own boundless fear reflected in Russ’s eyes.The boys hugged and kissed her, talked to her, then went ­downstairs. It was diabolical.At that point I made a positive effort to get back to some semblance of normality for the sake of my family.After all, they had lost a beautiful sister, one who had mothered them as well and they were in great pain.Years later when Caron was battling cancer we talked about how perhaps that period, just the two of us, was the beginning of our incredibly close bond.I woke up in the middle of that night and immediately knew what I had to do: I would start a foundation in Caron’s name that would provide ­assistance and support to all different types of cancer charities.I didn’t think any of us would survive that day, but the children lead us. I hope whatever I have taken down makes sense to you.And the support I got from Paul, Michael and my husband Stephen was un­­wavering.Caron died at our home in Kent on April 13, 2004, just hours after Russ had driven her home from a clinic in ­Switzerland.“To stay healthy and focused, you must work with this loss and not against it in order to carry her spirit forward.When Caron Keating died of cancer at the age of 41 in 2004, Gloria said she was so consumed by grief she feared she would never claw her way out - until a letter arrived in the postRuss, my son Michael and I stayed with Caron, clinging to her until her last breath had left her body and still this amazing, enigmatic smile held fast. It is not the truth.I didn’t seem capable of taking on anybody else’s loss, until a friend reminded my two sons, Paul and Michael, needed me too.It wasn’t that my heart was breaking, rather that my soul was ­shattering. Hearing him speak so gently to his beautiful boys, trying to explain the inexplicable, was too ­shattering to watch.It ended: “Caron is not lost to you. They carry Caron deep within them.And so The Caron Keating ­Foundation was born. I can see and feel her. Real Life Stories: Gloria Hunniford spoke about her life, career and loss on Piers Morgan's show, which will be shown on ITV tonightThe comments below have been moderated in advance.We are no longer accepting comments on this article.Heartache: Gloria Hunniford (pictured) broke down during a candid interview with Piers Morgan after opening up about the death of her daughter, TV presenter Caron KeatingBlue Peter presenter Caron (pictured) was diagnosed with breast cancer in 1997. They came in sacks, then crates – I stopped counting at 8,000 but I read every one.I was with Caron at the birth of her own children and saw how strongly she fought against the encroachment of the hideous disease for their sakes as well as her own.Inside my head I was shrieking, ‘This can’t be happening! It was unbearable to behold.Every time I look at the boys I know her spirit is still alive.

Stop it!’ Russ raced ­down­­stairs to the boys.There is not a word in the world to describe how it feels to watch your child die.“In your heart I believe you understand this. Gloria Hunniford wept as she told Piers Morgan about how her daughter Caron Keating died in 2004 after a seven-year cancer battle. I was dying with her but unlike Caron, my body wouldn’t let me go.Mummy was not coming back. You cannot carry a child for nine months, give birth and ever get over losing that child. When Caron Keating died of cancer at the age of 41 in 2004, Gloria said she was so consumed by grief she feared she would never claw her way out - until a letter arrived in the post

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