I could barely compose myself but with God I maintained composure. I feel trapped.Being used isn’t so bad if it feels good and I’m getting a lot of attention and all that, but im not anymore his positive energy is not with me. We’ll help you in any way we can.” He knew what was coming and left before I could throw him out — but now I’m facing losing half of everything that *I* worked for. He is not in love with me. Every word you wrote here is true. Events would happen in our workplace that I never knew about until after he had attended and told me about them. In his mind Im the biggest whore who roams this earth. The more out of control you’re feeling, the easier you are to control.I pray that you fight to defend the mental clarity you have achieved. Then he stopped asking me questions about myself, refused to answer anything he didn’t want to and blamed me when he got caught with his hands in the cookie jar. I beat him to the punch and dropped him like a BAD HABIT with a SCATHING text message one night after he didn’t call me for 3 days (always an excuse).He too stated to try to control me via nasty test messages…but started giving excuse after excuse why he couldn’t talk on the phone. It’s awful. I know what he is but how do i leave him alone. I was constantly walking on eggshells, worried that the smallest thing I would say would set him off. As if.First off, a huge thanks to Savannah for creating this page- my sanity is still intact because of it… second, a huge HUG to all of you, who, like myself, are still stuck in narc relationships and havent yet found the courage, means, and safest way to escape out of it. We had our first big fight when we were apart for the first time and I was having a hard time feeling comfortable having the phone sex that he wanted. The similarities and well, complete parallels, to my life for the last *too* many years, is sickening but liberating all the same. @Cowboy — As a surfer and ocean lover, I really enjoyed and appreciate your poem.I’m so happy that I found this website!
It sends signals to the hypothalamus which depending on the signal sends out the right hormones for the situation.

They’ll react badly if their favorite toy is taken away from them.It’s taken me about 6 attempts to break up with my narsistic boyfriend. They talk to me about how he doesn’t do anything around the house, doesn’t help them with homework, etc… they inherently know it is WRONG. He does a great job at that.And sometimes I am acting crazing because of how well he manipulates the situation. He even used to tell me I was psycho and need help.

I have been without my ex husband the narc for 6months now. Get to solid ground.” Thanks for the reminder. I had heard the term narcissist but never really understood what it meant. Eventually, you have to take this into your own hands and try to get some answers. I had the same job for 15 years. I would try for the next several months to at the very least maintain some type of friendship as we were/are neighbors. Why are the bees attracted to me? that should have told me everything I needed to know since we had a family and had been together 2 years already. ?My head swims with things I want to write, help and hope I want to pass on… I’m still stuck with my narc, but I am planning my out, slowly but surely… putting money aside that a friend is keeping for me… putting clothes away for me and my kids… etc.

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